is this all that will ever be?
 on Friday, Jan. 23, 2004 at 4:58 a.m.

I don't understand why I'm shivering in the dark, staring at this screen tryin to think of something important to say, when I could be warm in bed sleeping. I want to feel something other than pain, anger or numbness. I want to be a part of something bigger than this...

Tomorrow is my 24th birthday, and all I can think is, is this all that will ever be? next -- previous DISCLAIMER

My diary, my words, my thoughts, my place to bitch, whine, moan, dream, think, feel, cuss, do whatever I like, pretty much. Dont like it? Click the little "X" in the corner. Fuck you very much.

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