offf to the damn flower shop
on Saturday, May. 10, 2003 at 3:57 p.m.

I'm sitting here in my damn underwear getting nothing done. I hate mushy -ass holidays like mothers day and such. I have odd relationships with my family members, and an odd family set up, so I really just feel obligated to go with the norm, when I am not the norm.

I love my mom, but I don't want to feel like I have to waste five dollars on a mushy card, and whatever else, and give it to her on the same day millions of other people are doing the same things for their mom's. Why? So she can falsly feel good about her self, and so I don't look like an evil ungrateful girl to the world. *barf* I'm not a mushy person.

let's not even discuss how much I hate shopping for my mom-in-law. Why should I have to spend sixty bucks of my money sending her fuckin flowers, when I could care less if I ever laid eyes again on that women. (and the feeling is mutual)

my husband found out he had email at work so now he wants to email me all the time. I can't stand it because it's just another constant reminder of how he's only nice when we are not together. His heart is onlyd when I am absent. This would make sense of why we are together, it was a long distance relationship for almost a year, before we lived together. I shouldn't have been so dumb and not noticed that he wasn't as nice in person.

Well enough of this, I'm off to the damn flower shop.

jean grey
You are Jean Grey!

Beautiful and smart, you are still just beginning
to fulfill your potential. You have a strong
sense of right and wrong, but are open to
discussion and changes of opinion.
Unfortunately, when it comes to love you are
often torn between two options, and can never
seem to make up your mind.



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