Guess I'd rather sleep this sleep forever and forget.
 on Monday, Feb. 10, 2003 at 3:21 a.m.

not much to say

spending lots of tome fixing me.

Nothing like self loathing.

One of my favorite writers:

-Jim Carroll

It's been hard, the writing, lately. Terrible numbness then suddenly it comes in beautiful fragments or terrible dreams like nods, so high. Guess I'd rather sleep this sleep forever and forget. But the gnats, they keep buzzing, and the heat and the dreams.

next -- previous DISCLAIMER

My diary, my words, my thoughts, my place to bitch, whine, moan, dream, think, feel, cuss, do whatever I like, pretty much. Dont like it? Click the little "X" in the corner. Fuck you very much.

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