you know that good mood I was in? well Its gone! All kinds of suckin bullshit keeps happenin-nothing that makes me feel good-no fun! My glasses are probally at the bottom of a fuckin dumpster and theres no way I can get them. Im feeling totally overwhelmed and Im not accomplishing things I want to and im getting frustrated with my self. Im shoving chocolate down my throat thinking its going to make me feel better-and it doesnt-so then im shoving food down my throat to make me feel better-and that doesnt work either. If anything Im just more upset cuz I know Im going to be big bertha. I have no drugs, no money to buy any, and I dont even have a day off to get drunk-and if I did I would be too tired! Tis the season to freak out!

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