I went for my fix today, but I didn't get hi enough. Now i'm left feeling empty and numb. I wish I had the balls to be a cutter, because I'd give anything to feel something right now.

A diary that I really like and have been reading the last day or two is
iamstan
Here a few entires.

I'd go on a murderous rampage, watch your souls escape, breathe in the smell of your death, clean up your blood with my tongue, lay motionless beneath the midnight sky and then cry.

09.02.03 - 09:10

Destined to be incomplete

My heart bleeds tears and my eyes cry blood as my pain seeks to find a physical form.

My pain, always changing, always liquid taking the shape of today, unable to release the shape of yesterday and all the days before.

30.08.03 - 21:07

Quote of the day

"Bending over is for suckers and sluts."

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