runnig, running
face first into gravel
drunken stupor
lost on a road
cant go back
dirty men,
jealoust women wait.
can't go forward
everyday life,
and reality to slap you in the face.
run, run
faster in the cold,
till theres no
where,
no one to go to...
just me and my thoughts
all alone.
think about the pain,
and all the hurt,
I just wanted to numb it.
but now its all real.
all i wanted to do was not to feel.
running, running
for some comfort
but here i am
face first in the gravel
in a drunken abyss.
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EXCERPT FROM-"KODY"-MATCHBOX20
so please hand me the bottle,
I think I�m lonely now
and please give me direction,
I think the hurt set in
and I don�t feel nothing
I don�t feel nothing,
no I don�t feel nothing
there�s nothing to feel good about here
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Fade-STAIND
I just need this to be all right
I can't feel this another night
I can't take this I come unglued
I might breakdown in front of you
Necessary to medicate
I'm not sleeping, can't stay awake
Can't see through this
Too much pressure
Drowning in this
Too much pressure
If you need me I'll be here
Half unconscious to escape my fear
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