Starve Me By SwimSam86

i open my eyes and stare at my cieling

hungry tummy,

that's all that i'm feeling

i don't care anymore,

i already know i'm fat

i'll just eat something,

nothing wrong with that

just a small bite,

and then back to the plan

i'll work out hard-

and as long as i can

i won't eat a thing,

not a bite or a nibble

i won't drink either,

not a drop nor a dribble

water and air-

that's all that i need

to survive,

to maintain the life that i lead

but somewhere i screw up,

my plan always fails

like a train going too fast

that slips off the rails

i start to eat in the morning

and forget to stop

my stomach fills up

'til i'm ready to pop

my body's so stuffed

i can barely breathe

i wish all this shit

i put in it would leave

i know i should purge,

just make myself hurl

but i can't or i won't,

i'm just a scared fat girl

scared of the pain,

or someone finding out

but there's one thing

i know without a single doubt

i want to be thin,

weightless, and skinny

so i'm begging you,

anyone, someone,

just starve me

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